Posted in Transpositions on Jun 26th, 2007
You take my mind to moonlight, and visions of heaving seas and undulating land, and to souls yet tectonic in speechlessness. Who I treasured before you didn’t matter, what I was and have never been of no consequence, except that I breathed and struggled enough to reach this momentous regard of you.
I need bring no […]
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Posted in Transpositions on Jun 14th, 2007
There is something basically selfish in every human being. Even putting that personal drive for survival aside, there are still those secondary reachings that disgust me everytime I recognize their shapes and directions in myself. I have no illusions at all. These things, in varying degrees, suffuse our characters. Chaos and order braided into one […]
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Posted in Journal, Music, Transpositions on May 17th, 2007
Your resident philosopher is back.
Where have you been? I feel bereft without your emphatic anonymity. You should see me now; ambivalence clothed in fatigue, left shoulder leaning against a headboard, arms stretched tensely out, palms flat on the edge of the table, fingers, rhythmless, tapping the keyboard, brows furrowed in concentration, my soul […]
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The most delicious fodder for the idle mind are the irrelevancies in other people’s lives. The errors other people make; these are what gives us the most vicarious of pleasures. Growing wise, at the cost of living life secondhand; with the collateral damage limited to any life other than our own, and safely […]
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Posted in Journal, Transpositions on Apr 26th, 2007
My mind was the hunter deleting transparent fantasies, and keeping all that was certain and possible to populate my rotting mind. All that was almost false I discarded to color the gray expanse of similar detritus floating in the wake of my lifetime, and all that was perceived to be closer to acceptable truths […]
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Posted in Transpositions on Oct 3rd, 2006
Touch me in the morning…and everyday of my life…
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Posted in Transpositions on Sep 30th, 2006
I was feeling bitterly nostalgic; a bit resigned, a bit desperate. So, I read…
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Posted in Transpositions on Apr 12th, 2006
The following is the entirety of the Eulogy that Bob shared with friends and loved ones at yesterday’s Memorial Mass for Manzel. I post this now, with his permission, and I share it with you, remembering, all the while, those moments in the utterly-silent church, when words from another person suspended us all in […]
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Posted in Transpositions on Aug 28th, 2003
This post is not part of my journal, per se. I think that I will “forever” seek to capture the elements — call them nuances, for lack of a better word — of very personal moments that define the human equation. I’ve started a category in my weblog I’ve called “Transpositions” (again for […]
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Posted in Transpositions on Aug 27th, 2003
Her: hey
Her: lol you snob!
Him: heh who u ? gimme some light…
Her: ah ah..U gonna bite my head off
Him: see? no mo realness..everyone hiding…no point nemore
Her : no.. hiding. coz we get targeted
Him: hu hu huh i’m gonna target u too? o well..
Her: lots of them focus […]
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